When I first applied to be a Laidlaw Scholar, I hadn’t fully realised just how much the programme would involve beyond the exciting research project I had set my sights on for my first summer at university. Looking back now, I am glad I went in somewhat unaware as to what the coming year would bring – it has made the journey that much more rewarding to reflect on today.

The programme kicked off in April 2024 with a wonderful residential weekend at the beautiful Cumberland Lodge in Windsor. This was our first time connecting as a cohort since our inaugural drinks ceremony, and the weekend featured a range of exciting activities that set the precedent for the journey ahead. There was a real focus on leadership at the very outset of the programme, and whilst I knew I would be challenged in more ways than one, I also felt excited for the growth that lay ahead. Working together as teams to solve challenges, from building structures to tackling seemingly impossible puzzles was not only just great fun, but also an opportunity to really see leadership in action. Most importantly, I learnt that leadership is not synonymous with authority, but rather with listening, collaboration and learning from those around you. These lessons became defining features of my Laidlaw journey ahead.

Shortly after the residential weekend in May, I began my research project under the supervision of my incredible mentor, Freya Bull, a postdoctoral researcher in Mathematical Biology at UCL. My project applied computer science in a new context, and involved evaluating different models to capture bacterial growth in a chemostat. From a technical perspective, my project gave me valuable exposure to research in a field that I had long been interested in. But on reflection, I think my real growth came not just from the technical learning itself, but from the opportunities I had to step outside my comfort zone.

Presenting weekly updates to a room full of PhD students and postdocs was daunting at first, but with time and encouragement, my confidence grew, and I really began to value the opportunity to communicate my ideas in a collaborative setting. Attending the BioActive Fluids conference with my supervisor was another important experience. Although I sometimes felt a bit out of my depth, I was amazed by the generosity of the researchers who took the time to share their knowledge with me, knowing I was new to the field. These experiences highlighted to me that leadership is not about knowing everything, but rather about an openness to learning more, and creating spaces that encourage curiosity.

This notion of curiosity just so happened to be the theme for the annual Laidlaw Scholars Conferences I later attended. I first spent a weekend at the University of Leeds for the European Conference in October of 2024, and just a few weeks later, I was incredibly fortunate to travel to New York City to attend the North American Conference, held at Columbia University. In both conferences, I engaged in weekends of insightful discussions, inspiring ideas and exceptional company. I left not only feeling inspired, but with a refined understanding of ethical leadership and the importance of continuous curiosity.

By the time June arrived, I felt ready to bring these lessons into practice on a global scale. I was incredibly lucky to conclude my time as a scholar in such a meaningful way, through my Leadership in Action project with Urban Rivers in Chicago – a non-profit organisation dedicated to transforming formerly industrialised waterways into thriving wildlife sanctuaries and community spaces. At the heart of their work is a strong network of volunteers, known as River Rangers, who support everything from kayaking clean-up sessions to educational outreach programmes.

My six weeks taught me more than I could have ever anticipated. From carrying out research to helping at the annual Block Party, which brought together over 1,000 people from across the city, I saw first-hand that leadership is, at its core, about collaboration, inclusion, and a deep grounding in community. Even in the everyday moments, like weeding on the floating islands whilst chatting with fellow volunteers, or learning about Chicago’s history during pontoon rides to other sites, I saw that kindness and openness foster growth and connection.

Looking back on my Laidlaw journey, I now see how everything fit together, like the very puzzles we solved at the beginning during our residential. With deep appreciation for the programme, I can confidently say that I have grown throughout my time as a scholar, with each stage preparing me for the next. My research project taught me the value of curiosity, humility and collaboration, lessons that were later deepened at the conferences, where I also gained my first truly global outlook on leadership. The Oxford Character project encouraged me to reflect on the virtues of strong and ethically driven leaders, and my time at Urban Rivers was transformative in developing my confidence, showing me that leadership, at its core, is all about people.

I am deeply indebted to the Laidlaw Foundation, my research supervisor Freya Bull, the staff at Urban Rivers and everyone who has been part of this journey. I feel very fortunate to have been part of such an incredible cohort, and I am excited to carry forwards the friendships I have made. I would like to thank Christopher Cullen, UCL's Programme Manager, for his continuous support, encouragement and guidance through every stage of my Laidlaw journey.

The opportunities I have had are beyond anything I could have imagined when I first joined university. Whilst my time as a Laidlaw Scholar draws to a close, I know that the journey is far from over. As I look ahead, I hope to continue developing as a leader who acts with integrity, embraces new challenges, and who never forgets that leadership is built on and for the communities we are part of.