Week 3: Learning to Trust My Judgement

This week, my project is moving beyond gathering and organising information, and I am now making more substantive decisions about how the organisation's impact should be interpreted and communicated.
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This week felt like an important turning point in my placement at CGHP. A key milestone was presenting my emerging framework to the Head of CGHP, alongside discussions with my supervisor and external mentor. It was valuable to test my initial ideas with people who understand the organisation from different perspectives. I found that the combination of my fresh perspective and their experience led to much richer discussions than either could have achieved alone.

From themes to principles

One of the biggest intellectual challenges this week was refining the structure of the impact report. My initial analysis identified four themes: capacity building and sustainability, innovation under constraint, partnership, and personal and professional development through reciprocal learning. However, as I continued analysing the reports, I realised that concepts such as reciprocal learning, local priorities and sustainability were present throughout almost every example rather than belonging to a single theme.

This changed how I thought about the report. Instead of treating these ideas as standalone themes, I am now considering presenting them as cross-cutting principles that underpin all of CGHP's work. Making this distinction helps explain not only what impact was achieved, but how that impact was created through long-term, equitable partnerships.

From analysing evidence to exercising judgement

This week I also conducted my first interview, which added a level of depth that was difficult to capture through written reports alone. Hearing participants reflect on how their experiences influenced their later practice reinforced the importance of combining qualitative interviews with documentary evidence. I was also grateful to colleagues who helped identify interviewees, reminding me how collaborative this project continues to be despite being responsible for leading it.

Perhaps my biggest personal learning was recognising how much autonomy this project requires. Unlike university assignments, there is no single correct framework or expected answer. While feedback from my supervisor, mentor and the charity leadership has been invaluable, I increasingly need to trust my own judgement, make decisions based on the available evidence, and be able to justify those decisions. That shift from seeking answers to making defensible decisions has been one of the most rewarding aspects of the placement so far.

Innovation, collaboration and learning

Outside the project, I attended an Innovation Breakfast where clinicians presented technologies developed to address practical challenges within the NHS. One example demonstrated how relatively simple innovations can enable less specialised staff to perform procedures safely with appropriate guidance. What struck me most was that innovation began with understanding a real clinical need rather than developing technology for its own sake. It also broadened my understanding of the different ways clinicians can contribute to improving healthcare beyond direct patient care.

Not everything went smoothly this week. An unexpected laptop update meant I lost some unsaved interview materials and had to recreate them from memory. Although frustrating, it reinforced the importance of developing good habits around saving and backing up work. At the same time, a new intern joined the team, creating opportunities for collaboration as our projects draw on many of the same reports. I'm looking forward to sharing ideas and ensuring our work complements rather than duplicates one another.

Looking ahead

Next week will bring another transition as I begin working with a new supervisor following my manager's handover. Alongside continuing interviews and qualitative analysis, one of my priorities will be establishing a new rhythm of communication that supports both independent working and regular feedback.

Looking back, the biggest lesson from this week is that leading a project is less about having all the answers and more about bringing together evidence, different perspectives and professional judgement to develop a direction that is both well-supported and open to refinement.

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