Reflection: Leadership in Action
I am largely impressed with my performance and growth in character following my work in Costa Rica. I arrived in Costa Rica without knowing anyone, holding only the phone number of the family I was arranged to stay with. Within my first week, I realized that my success would depend upon my ability to be outgoing, friendly, and inquisitive. This proved difficult as everything, especially the community, was unfamiliar to me. I slowly found ways to connect with those around me, however. Clinicians I worked with enjoyed hearing about my experience as an EMT. My peers at the community center also drove motorcycles and were delighted to hear about my experience with motorbikes. I worked connections from my university to find other students. Friendships quickly grew after I put myself out there, creating a spark that fueled many relationships. As I sang my heart out alongside friends in a karaoke bar on my last night, I recall being impressed by the people I met and grateful for the opportunity to know them.
Several challenges limited project progression. Firstly, my Spanish-speaking skills had been previously underutilized. The last time I spoke somewhat fluent Spanish was high school, making this experience the first time in almost four years. Even after becoming accustomed to my environment, I struggled to recall grammar and vocabulary I had previously learned. Although I quickly regained familiarity with the language, self-doubt persisted in the quality of my speech.
Technical difficulties with my laptop created the greatest challenge for me. After my laptop broke within the first week of my arrival, I was rendered unable to analyze acquired data and continuously seek feedback. Instead, I was forced to find valuable time during which I borrowed others’ devices. My device failure also prevented me from studying Spanish or working on other projects in my spare time. This setback, however, forced me to take on a larger role in the clinic’s daily operations and eventually oversee the pharmacy on my own.
With regard to developing a global mindset, this experience demonstrated the significance of understanding the communities one serves. Many place great emphasis on “serving where one is most needed,” but I learned through the people I met that truly connecting with those one serves is equally important. I met a group of Americans who travelled to Costa Rica as a mission trip. While their intentions and callings were admirable, they held very little knowledge of the language, cultural differences, and practices inherent to those they served. What was supposed to be an impactful journey quickly became “poverty tourism” that produced unfavorable interactions. With their example in mind, I recognized my role within the clinic and community, resulting in greater impact, lasting memories, and outstanding relationships.
I will forever carry my time with La Clinica Carpio close to my heart. From the patients to clinicians, all community members upheld inspiring stories and strong character. I was continuously amazed by the tenacity of the clinic director, Susan Grosser, who even in her late age still provides so much for the community of La Carpio. From her work at the clinic to home visits and after school tutoring, Ms. Grosser exemplified a life dedicated in service to others. Her model for leadership has enriched my passion for healthcare, and I am forever grateful for the opportunity to work alongside her.